4:49 PM
hey hey...came back from concourse den went onli see if darling online not..(sure online de)..so chat with him but was distorted..say wanna watch tv first..haiz...fine..nvm...den after he watch finihs den continue chattin..den he come say wanna continue watchin hai tun wan lie ren..den i was like wah kao...is watchin show really that important..?..seems like tv is wad he live 4...always hear him say i very importan 2 him..btu den at e end when come 2 watchin tv he can juz 4get bout everything..even moi..!!..like i'm a scape goat like that..no tv den 2nd choice is mi..haiz..very not fair lor..i a human 4 goodness sake..!!..a easily hurt gurl ok..!!..(easily hurt as in emotionaly).haiz..some time i juz feel like shoutin right in his face..haiz..

Monday, November 29, 2004

__i have the courage to love you no more__




i love that special YOU ,
and it will never change .
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but it's just that i think ,
i have the courage to love you no more .
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<3